January 2012
40 posts
New years
For the first time ever, I have a boyfriend in new years eve, and I’m ringing in the new year with him, I’ve kind of fallen hard for him and I’m excited to kiss him at midnight and wake up to him tomorrow again for the fourth morning in a row.
December 2011
58 posts
I woke up this morning to love for the first time in a long time. Only this time it was with someone…..incredible. He made comment this morning that I’d be Nika’s mom. And lives when I feel like his wife which oddly didn’t bother me. I’ve just about lived here the last three days.
I feel so behind on this
I haven’t rally been in tumblr since Christmas break started, and I spent all day in the valley. It was pretty nice out here.
Christmas day is over now
It was fun filled, woke up and did our tree.
I got two family heirlooms from my grandmother. They’re from my great aunt, Edna, Auntie, whom I carry a name of. A beautiful necklace, and a broach, that she used to wear on special occasion. Great Aunt Margarette was quite taken with them when she came.
I also got new earring, two pairs. A set of plain silver, and fake diamond ones. I love...
SOA sweateeeerrrrrr
I’ve been looking at these Sons of Anarchy sweaters for like 2 months now at the mall.
ANDDDDDD
My parents got me one, exact one I wanted, it’s so comfy and I love it
Also got HP 1-8, gift cards for addition elle, and wal mart, a cross stitch starter kit and new mitts:)
I have been home since 9am this morning,
It took me a total of 10 hours to get here.
I have no slept since I woke up at 9:30 yesterday.
I was really excited to be home.
Then shit started with my brother and my father.
I understand what my dad says about him, but my parents don’t understand him.
I already want to go back to Sudbury.
Piercing cleaning....
makes me giggle, when I set my self up on my bed, turn on harry potter and begin on the right side, cleaning one piercing there, then to the left cleaning three there, and finish with my dermal. All together it took me half an hour to clean them all.
Christ I have alot of stuff on the go.
Official Count and Breakdown of body mods:
Piercings: 16
nipple
nipple
belly button
Triple orbital-1
...
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I dare you.
The jewel on my dermal came off!
I found a green jewel stuck to me earlier, but I didn’t think much of it, thought it was weird.
Then I was wiping behind my ears and what not and felt my dermal and was like….wtf this feels weird and discovered my beautiful green jewel is gone:(
It’s sad, but okay because I’m planning on changing the top of it soon time.
The only way out is through.: asexyderp: Bold what... →
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I am a male. I am a girl I am shorter than 5’4. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I want a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my body. I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than 2 piercings. I have a piercing in a...
Day 8
No word.
A mutual friend hasn’t heard from him either.
It scares me.
Tim put it in my head that maybe he’s dead and that’s why. Which scares me. Dana kind of calmed me and made the point that someone else, like his family or room mate would make comment and question if something happened.
I miss him every day though. Every morning I hope there’s a text from him, every...
Exam numbah 2
It’s open book, I’m not much concerned about it.
After wards, depending on when I finish, I might go to a friend’s I haven’t seen since january so that’ll be interesting.
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Graduated high school. Kissed someone. Smoked a cigarette. Gotten so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. (Probably.) Gone long periods of time without sleep. Snorted cocaine. Failed a class. Dealt drugs. Been in a car accident. Been in a tornado. Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin,...
So there’s this little old man sitting besides me on the bus and he uses the same after shave as my Pépé, so he smells the same and I love it. I’m totally weird, but that smells is like childhood in a bottle for me, definitely the little something I needed.
Off to work I go
For another saturday, which is fine, although i would also like to mad sleep right now.
Meh, it’s money
i wish he would answer, send me something, i’m fucking worried.
Why does showering sometimes be like the hardest...
It just takes so much effort to get up and go shower….
I fuck everything up
the only thing he can worry about is that i said it over text.
I’mma go bawl now because I’m dumb and love people who don’t return it.
just shoot me,
i can't fucking believe how dumb i am
i said THE word.
THAT word that has so much fucking meaning and I TEXT IT.
I don’t even know why I said it
I know why I said it because it’s all I can think about the last like week.
I almost said it like a million times tonight, but didn’t because I was scared.
And now it’s out there.
and I want to take it back so he can’t kill me with it.
Off to the work christmas party!
Possibly zigs to see the boy later.
I’m feeling pretty tonight, but am annoyed about him. Long story, possibly a post about it later.
Bye, Loves!
I’m on my way to see my little brother so I can hopefully burrow money from him to do laundry because I had to pay for my birth control yesterday. Never thought I’d be doing this…..
I hate getting excited about seeing him only to have him pass out as soon as he gets home. This whole job of his is wearing my nerves….I miss him