March 2012
63 posts
February 2012
33 posts
UPDATE
Boyfriend=together
Exboyfriend= trying to be friends…..it’s not really going that great, but give us an A for effort, there’s alot of unresolved stuff with us.
just……blah lately, i’m still scared he’ll decide it’s not me he wants and i’ll loose my shit again.
Warning: this will be slightly graphic
Things I love: waking my boyfriend up with my mouth
Things I hate: when he just rolls over and goes back to sleep after.
Happenings of the weekend home:
Got back with the boyfriend
Discussed important things to getting back with the boyfriend
Visited friends and family
Discovered the large possibility that I can classified as a homewrecking slut:)
As a side note girls, when a boy tells you he’s married but separated, take everything he says as a grain of salt until you see the wedding pictures and the anniversary pictures.
HOMMMEEEEE
Tomorrow, I embark on my journey home for four days!
I’m really excited, because I get to drive there, I get to show Al a whole new part he has yet to see, I get to see my nephew and best friend, my high school teacher, my parents, my cats. It’s just exciting.
I’m also nervous.
I don’t know how Al and I will be. I should sleep soon but I gotta finish CD numbah 2, and...
Not much has changed
He still texts me every day, he still asks how my day is, what I’m doing, what I’m thinking, what’s going on.
The only thing that’s different is we don’t say I love you, and I’m not at his house every day.
His dad still doesn’t know about us breaking up because he would freak and be pissed. Which is true. I knew he would. He had the balls to ask me to...
Valentine's day....
this was going to be my first valentines day with a boy, but alas, no avail.
Saturday, we broke up. He needs time. Sunday I spent the better part of it crying and attempting to just come to it.
He’s still coming home with this weekend, costing me like 300$ in gas, (but not really since my dad will give me some of it at least back). We’ll see how it goes.